Currently listening to: Anathema “Alternative 4″
Mood: Hollow
Alternative 4… An emotionnal masterpiece which has always made me drown into the depths of my soul. There are a lot of different kinds of energy and strength in music as you know and we can feel a very strong energy from this album even if it’s painfully sad, it’s so deep and sincere that you can’t feel unchanged. Well, I can’t. It’s still the words I have in my mind and emotions I have in my heart I guess. Everything in its right place. I love everything on this album, from the absolutely beautiful prelude called “Shroud Of False” to the awkward sound and production, from the lyrics to the Cavanagh’s voice to the simplicity of some parts. Everything speak too me. I don’t remember when I have bought this opus nor how I dicovered it but it’s a real gift, even if it hurts.
Ok some light now because I guess you’re about to leave this place
I have spent the afternoon cleaning up my home-studio. Listening loudly to Opeth “Still Life” vinyl and first albums of Judas Priest. I know now that we can make tremble even stone walls with music, listen loudly to “The Moor”, how it’s fantastic.
So it gave me strenght to clean everything, dust is one of the worst enemy in a studio. And I have make some changes to welcome my new toys. I wait for a 88 notes masterkeyboard from Dresden, Germany. The Fatar TMK-88 which will allow me to feel more at ease for composing with piano sounds and I wait for this for a long time. It’s funny (I mean it makes me smile but you probably don’t find any joke here) but it’s like we can’t find the end of the keyboard on this picture, I hope that we don’t need of 2 meters arms.
Anyway, I’m about to order a fantastic logiciel that I have discovered for rythms because I’ll need it for composing as well for my acoustic project. Because I think that I will add some soft electronic beats in it. I need to try. Oh and I think I found a name for this project but I’m doing some search about it as seen as it’s not so original but I like the meaning and it’s the good reflection of the birth of this “thing”.
Peace and love. Or emotions at least.
And let’s end up this entry with those beautiful lyrics from D. Cavanagh (Anathema)
Regret
As I drift away… far away from you,
I feel all alone in a crowded room,
Thinking to myself
“There’s no escape from this
fear
regret
loneliness…”
Visions of love and hate
A collage behind my eyes
Remnants of dying laughter
Echoes of silent cries
I wish I didn’t know now that
I never knew then…
Flashback
Memories punish me once again
Sometimes I remember all the pain
that I have seen.
Sometimes I wonder what might
have been…
Visions of love and hate
A collage behind my eyes
Remnants of dying laughter
Echoes of silent cries
And sometimes I despair
At who I’ve become
I have to come to terms
With what I’ve done
The bittersweet taste of fate
We can’t outrun the past
Destined to find an answer
A strength I never lost
I know there is a way,
My future is not set,
For the tide has turned
But still I never learned to live
without regret.
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